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MyLou

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I failed you
« on: June 13, 2012, 05:37:54 PM »
Lou I failed you
I promised you I would live after a year
How can I
How do I go on

This pain still lives inside me
I hate getting up and don't look forward to anything
It's you who I love and miss
I really only exist
 
One day we will be together
When will that be
I want to know
Why did this happen to me

Love you forever
"Soulmates Forever"

I miss you every second of everyday My Love

I know I will see you again

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #1 on: June 13, 2012, 05:39:42 PM »

((((((((((Lisa))))))))))

You have my love and understanding,
Terry

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #2 on: June 14, 2012, 01:02:11 AM »
(((((((((((((((Lisa))))))))))))))))))

massive hugs. I understand and wish I could make it better for you xxxxxxxxx
Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #3 on: June 14, 2012, 02:35:44 AM »
((((((((((((((((( TERRY ))))))))))))))))))))

Thank you so much ........


Love always,

Lisa
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I know I will see you again

MyLou

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #4 on: June 14, 2012, 02:38:32 AM »
((((((((((((((((( SONYA )))))))))))))))))


Awww thank you so much, and I also wish I can make it better for you too !!!

Massive hugs going your way always !!

Always,

Lisa
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I know I will see you again

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #5 on: June 14, 2012, 06:52:46 AM »
Lisa,  I can relate to your feelings.  (((((Lisa)))))

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #6 on: June 14, 2012, 11:13:35 AM »
(((((((((((((((LISA))))))))))))))))))))))))
Tony Repola 07/20/66 – 03/29/09
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #7 on: June 14, 2012, 03:57:46 PM »
(((((((((( Bob )))))))))

This is so horrible for all of us !!! ugh


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Lisa
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #8 on: June 14, 2012, 03:58:34 PM »

And the beauty,love,happiness, and inspiration that you bring into the lives of those you love is certainly far from failing in my book.


Kevin - that is beautiful and so very true..

(((Kevin))))
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MyLou

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #9 on: June 14, 2012, 03:59:34 PM »
((((((((((((( PAM )))))))))))))))


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Lisa
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #10 on: June 14, 2012, 04:02:15 PM »
(((((((((((((((( Kevin )))))))))))))))))


Aww thank you, it's that I feel I failed Lou trying to be happy and live again. 

You always have the kindest words my friend.


Hugs and Love,

Lisa
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #11 on: June 14, 2012, 05:03:58 PM »
(((((((((Kevin)))))))))

Really lovely words and very true from all I have read from you Lisa.

If only I had a magic wand for us all xxxx
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #12 on: June 15, 2012, 02:16:39 AM »
Thank you ((((((((((((((( SONYA )))))))))))))))
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Re: I failed you
« Reply #13 on: June 15, 2012, 10:53:16 AM »
(((((((Lisa ))))))))

You did not fail. In the beggining of our grief non of us are ever prepared for what lies head. After the shock where's off and real pain begins we begin to understand that what we knew is gone and been replace by an ach that only one who has experanced it can understand. The emptiness that no one  talks about. All the hopes and dreams that are losed with that person. No one talks about this before it happens,and after it does no one wants to deal with the aftermath.  Our lives have been forever changed. Our paths to the future have been altered. There is no way to fail at this. You promised Lou you would live again after a year. And you have for filled that promise. We have meet several times. You have traveled to meet others. You built new strong friendships. You are living even if you don't feel alive. For me the only way I could see you failed if you hid under your covers and never left the house. I read something once that I think fits this. A woman who lost her husban said she still did what she had to but said she did not want to. She asked this question when will I want to live again. I think that sounds like where your at. I don't know the answer to that question. But I am hoping that you will be able to tell me someday soon.

Lots of love and respect

Jason

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Re: I failed you
« Reply #14 on: June 15, 2012, 02:23:17 PM »
(((((((((((((( Jason )))))))))))))))))))

Yes , I have met you and Kevin several times and others. I'm happy I did  :icon_flower:

It's hard to explain.  I might go out once in awhile but not really living like I used to.

Thank you too saying I didn't fail , but it's how I feel.

I will just have to figure this out like we all have too. ugh .


Love,

Lisa
"Soulmates Forever"

I miss you every second of everyday My Love

I know I will see you again