Thank You So Much Lauren!! I do know what you are saying also and how you are feeling. If any way possible, try to find your sister, talk to her at least one more time and let her know you are there for her. How I wish I had never let up on her but now its too late, I just always knew in my heart that she would come back to me and everything would be good again. She met the wrong man, they married and that was the beginning of the end for her. Today, at work, I was at the bedside of one of my patients who was actively passing, trying my best to make her as comfortable as I possibly could, my mind went to my sister lying there in the cold with no one there to hold and comfort her, only pain and fear as she drifted away, and my heart continues to break. Please don't let this heart break happen to you Lauren. Please let me know If I can do Anything to help you!!!