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« on: June 22, 2019, 04:39:24 PM »
I am new to this, and not sure how it really works. My husband passed away in November of 2018, and I still feel very lost. Someone suggested joining a grief group, but I'm very shy and introverted.  I am still on an emotional roller coaster; I may cry at any moment.  My parents have also passed. I feel alone, even though I know if I reached out, I would have people here.  Thank goodness for our pet dogs, which he loved. I feel like I would be better off with him. I miss him. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him or go by the gravesite.  He liked flowers so I keep them on it.  I go to church with siblings each week, and that has helped.  I just want him back. I wonder if he knows what I am doing and thinking. I pray for signs everyday from him. I am still dealing with estate stuff also; the stress is overwhelming at times.  I am not sure what my life will be like a year from now.  I am rambling on. sorry.