My name is Bonnie. My son, Tom, passed away on February 3, 2017. He lived with me and was sick for about three and a half years. On Friday night, Feb. 3rd, he walked into the bathroom and said, " I feel so strange." He passed out and died. He was taken swiftly, thank God. He suffered for months from a brain tumor and Diabetes insipidus and type 2. Even though it has been 5 months, I feel like it was yesterday. A part of me died with him. Today has been such a long, painful day. Sometimes I go for days without crying and then out of the blue, I just cry and cry and cry. I feel so panicky, like I will just explode sometimes. Like I cannot endure it....but I do.