I just saw this site through the funeral home that I used. I'm not sure that I am posting properly as I have never done this before.
My husband passed away suddenly and unexpectedly on April 13. We were both in second marriages and from the beginning, it was like we were soul mates. He was my very best friend and was there for me always. We will be married 12 years on May 14. He was only 59. He was the kindest, most sincere person that I have ever met. He helped everyone that met him, even in his death. I had family here until yesterday morning and now I don't know what to do. Everyone says to keep busy but there are too few things to do to fill the hours in a day. I just want to sleep and wake up from this nightmare. I keep expecting him to walk in the door or to hear his voice. This makes no sense to me at all. He took care of himself physically, ate properly and loved life. I just want him back.