Hi, this is a summary of why I am here. I recently lost my husband to prostate cancer which had spread to his liver. He died on May 19th.
I had a first husband that died a sudden death. He died on August 30th 1990. Grief just surrounds me,and I am flashing back in my mind to how they both died,and I am suffering from shock and a sense of unreality. I am trying to accept that love and grief are united.Lots of people are going through the same emotions,and I know this, still I suffer. I am trying to stay connected to life by being with my friends and family,but sometimes I wonder how I will get through his death. Being alone at night is difficult. I have very little appetite and have lost weight.One thing I have learned is that grief is too powerful to go through alone. That is why I am trying to connect to people here who are hurting.