Hi Cosmos,
I'm sorry for the recent loss of your precious husband. Welcome to Webhealing. There is a lot of support on these boards and when the members see your message I'm sure they will offer comfort and understanding as they are going through the same.
This is a long journey. It takes time and patience with ourselves. The pain is the price of losing our loved one's physical presence though love never dies.
Take your time and only do what you feel you are capable of. There is no rush to get anything done right now. This is the time to take care of you.
We're here for you.
Love,
Terry