Sorry I have been away. Kgragam is right. When you think you're making progress, wham, a freight train hits you. At church the other day, we were discussing all types of healing. I, of course am trying to heal from loss. Our son passed away in 2003 at 35 years of a heart attack, my wife, Cathy, last October and most recently my daughter-in-law killed herself. And now ,I'm told I have a tumor on my kidney and I'll need surgery to remove the kidney. It never rains but it pours. Sometimes just a sprinkle would be refreshing. This is a great forum. I'll try to stay in touch.