Thank you!! It is very strange today ... this begins my 53rd year on this old earth and it is the first time in my life that I'm waking up completely on my own (first there were my parents and then there was Tom). I plan on staying as busy as I can. A girlfriend is treating me to tea this afternoon so at least I have something to look forward to. It's just sad to come to grips with the fact that I am no longer special in anyone's eyes. That unconditional love is gone and there's nothing I can do to bring it back. :/