Poem XXXII.

[Janka]

​​Nothing in the world ever stays the same,
when I always miss him calling my name,
with pain serried and throbbing inside,
just pour it out of me right now I might.

I keep on writing,let my heart to be open,
speak up and turn to you my beloved man,
you know I would wait for you all my life,
in heaven weŽll go on as husband and wife.

I try to weed out the good from the bad,
facing things day by day I still go ahead,
hold you of to take me away as kind of real,
then after all of twists and turns I can heal.

I pop in bed of us two waiting for you,
absolutely tired and lonely and blue,
I may not wake up sad as it still hurts bad,
stand up soon tearing nightmareŽs thread.

I always lean upon the priest in this life
and keep telling him IŽm soon your wife,
speak out what it feels like to give all to you,
IŽm a poem writer being as always so true.

My love gets stronger,no matter youŽre far,
by day youŽre my sun,by night a shining star,
I dream of you day and night,having a plan,
expecting a future with you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

[RobinBlue]

As always, Janka, beautifully written.

[lynne123]

thank for the beautiful poem you wrote. I lost my husband recently and appreciate your poem.

Lynne

[Janka]

Dear Lynne!

Thank you for such kind words!
The poems IŽve been writing for my beloved man have been helping me through my journey of grieving.There is all of my love for him.IŽll love him forever!

Janka

[Janka]

As always, Janka, beautifully written.

Thank you,my dear friend!
Hugs!
Janka