((((Terry))))
Thank you so much. I appreciate your words. I do the best I can and it's not always the most positive or enlightened. I am feeling a little confused and hurt right now and I know that will change with time. I do know that all pain brings enlightenment or more pain. I have been enlightened and know that I will become more so as I have time to work things through.
Yes this day is hard for me. So many memories of what could have been. I am hoping to find a place where I can include him and still feel happy doing things we loved to do together. I was talking to a friend and she asked why I seem to want to put up an 'alter' for Riki. Am I hanging on when I should be letting go. I don't think so. Yes I think about him a lot. I am working to find that happiness and not let the sadness overrun me when I am happy.
I hope all is well in your world and life. Hugs and love,
Shelby