I lost my grandma due to her falling from the top of stairs. I showed up running inside to help not knowing what to expect and when I ran inside I seen her laying there in her own blood I didn't even know she was alive until they took her out on the stretcher she gasped for air I told her I loved her. I just feel so lost,angry and sad. I'll never get the image out of my head. I just wanted to help her as much as I could and when I showed up there I just froze and cussed and started crying. This is just really hard.