Good morning everyone!
Yesterday, I received Tom's medical records ... and I saw results to tests that had been run prior to when he passed. The cancer was in his bones. He didn't stand a chance and that ripped me apart again until I circled back around and found a blessing in that he went so quickly with a minimal amount of discomfort. The cancer, although aggressive and widespread, hadn't reached the point of causing all out pain.
I managed to sleep beyond the bewitching hour of 1:00 this morning. I'm also planning a day trip out and away ... a friend and I are heading out to the desert to take pictures of the spring flowers. I'm actually looking forward to getting out in the sun and feel the renewal and energy of the season. But it's a big step ... because Tom and I loved roadtrips ... big and small.