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Re: Is there anybody else here?
« Reply #15 on: November 15, 2014, 12:40:38 PM »
Hi Lis!

There wasnt mentioned anything about.It should be a surprise for us.Id like to bring something but weve never been celebrating something like this.Can you give me a tip so I had an idea of what it should be?It brings me to the idea of doing something beautiful for my beloved Jan on the 27th to make him happy...

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you know how much I love you,also stars above,
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I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

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« Reply #16 on: November 16, 2014, 10:20:45 AM »
Janka,


People have all different things but here is what we usually have.

Turkey, green bean casserole, mashed potatoes , sweet potatoes, corn, broccoli, creamed cauliflower, cranberry sause, stuffing.  Desserts , pumkin pie, apple, and coconut pie.

Hope that helps  :icon_flower:

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« Reply #17 on: December 02, 2014, 05:06:44 PM »
Dear Lisa!

Its going to be the Saint Nicolaus day on Friday night.Im fond of this holiday.Every year I devise a new surprise for my beloved Jan,each year something else as I always did with him.Year after year is getting warmer,so we hadnt the White Christmas so long ago,but this year it will happen.Im going to see my friends living on the Polish border as I told you before.There are high mountains always white like in a fairy tale.Its a sacred place of me and my beloved Jan.I want to be there as I know he will be there too,near me,all the time...If you could only know how much it means to me being there...there is a part of us two...there are such dreams as we two made on...there is the place we two called home...Its forever.I have my eyes filled with tears writing about,so much I need to be there again...
Maybe one day you will come to Poland as you planned to show you the place of my dreams...maybe one day well meet there...I feel we have so much common and its not an ordinary thing,my friend.
Thus Im ending this message enjoying the coming Christmas,although teary but dreaming up with heart full of love for my beloved Jan.

Sending hugs!

Janka

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you know how much I love you,also stars above,
you will always be my dearest and only one,
I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

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« Reply #18 on: December 04, 2014, 02:54:11 PM »
Janka,

I am happy you are sending this special day with your friends.  I can tell how you talk how special every place you were with Jan.  I can tell by your poems the love you have for each other.  That my friend will never go away.

Yes, hopefully one day we can meet in Poland and you can show me all the special places you shared with Jan.  Always love my Polish food  :icon_flower:

We do have so much in common. 

If you ever make it to the US I can show you around.

Always,

Lisa

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« Reply #19 on: December 05, 2014, 05:56:21 PM »
Dear Lisa!

Today I heard a very sad word from the friend of mine I had to go to see for Christmas.Its about the family on the Polish border Ive looked forward to.She has a problem and she has kept a secret so far.She did it once again.The last Christmas it was the same and I dont think it will be somehow else the next year,so Ive made up my mind to travel though being alone there.Im going to make it as well as used to be with my beloved Jan.I want to put up at the same chalet n.11 as the last time with my beloved Jan.I feel I have to leave.Now I have another sad event from yesterday as I helped my neighbour to stand up and I overloaded my backbone,so the pang is back again.I worry about as Im aware I must not do that,but I couldnt leave her there.Everything was ok and now I cant take a seat without pain.Im afraid of starting all over again.Fortunately coming Christmas will bring me 18 days off.It will be a long holiday.I feel so sore and sad now hoping it will not be as bad as before.

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Janka

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you know how much I love you,also stars above,
you will always be my dearest and only one,
I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

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« Reply #20 on: December 07, 2014, 03:32:02 AM »
Janka

I am so sorry for your sad news and that you hurt your back.  You need to take it easy with your back. I have a lot of back issues so I feel your pain.

Becareful traveling alone and especially that you pulled your back out. 

You have 18 days off from work for the holiday?


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« Reply #21 on: December 07, 2014, 04:35:36 PM »
Dear Lisa!

The challet n.11 is unfortunately reserved,but I made a reservation through internet very close to the place we lived in.Ill send it to you including those pictures of the place as I said before.Its situated directly by river opposite the bridge that leads to the Polish side with a beautiful mountain view.Its not reserved,so I wait for a confirmation.Im about 27.12.-30.12.14 there.I have 18 days off from 20.12.14 till 6.1.15.
Lis,send you the song I like so much "La forza della vita" (in English "The power of life").

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« Reply #22 on: December 09, 2014, 05:15:25 PM »
Janka,


Aww I am sorry it was reserved.  Hopefully you can reserve the other place.  Yes , please send pictures.

Beautiful song, thank you for sharing.

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Lisa

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« Reply #23 on: January 07, 2015, 12:28:09 PM »
My dear friends on our board!
Where have you all been?
I miss you...

Janka
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you know how much I love you,also stars above,
you will always be my dearest and only one,
I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

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« Reply #24 on: January 10, 2015, 07:59:02 PM »
Hi Janka....just popping in to give you a hug. ((((((Janka)))))))

Hope all is well with you.

Love,
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« Reply #25 on: February 12, 2015, 08:48:12 AM »
Hi all on our board!

Im wishful thinking you all were back again...Lisa,Kevin,Mousewife,John and others...

Me,Terry,Shelby and Arthur really miss you...

I wish you all a good morning...(for me its late afternoon right now)

Hug you and kiss you from the heart!

With love Janka


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you know how much I love you,also stars above,
you will always be my dearest and only one,
I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

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« Reply #26 on: February 12, 2015, 04:44:34 PM »
((((( JANKA )))))


I am here ....

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« Reply #27 on: April 13, 2015, 07:25:49 PM »
Where have you all been ?
I feel so alone on here ...
Is there anybody else to talk to ?
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Janka
​I always kiss you from the heart,my endless love,
you know how much I love you,also stars above,
you will always be my dearest and only one,
I can not wait to be with you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

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« Reply #28 on: April 13, 2015, 08:55:48 PM »
Where have you all been ?
I feel so alone on here ...
Is there anybody else to talk to ?
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Janka


((((Janka))))

I hope you are doing well. I have not been. I have struggled coming on here after I wrote a few things. On here and outside of here I have been feeling very insecure and unimportant. I am trying to figure out how to forgive myself. I have come closer to understanding it and have realized that to love myself I need to forgive myself and to forgive myself I need to be honest about who I am, the pain AND the joy that I have created. I believe that idea is connected to a lot of the insecurity and worthlessness I feel, that I have not forgiven myself and until I do those icky feelings will not go away.

I have been going through a lot the last month and Riki has just been everywhere. I can't do ANYTHING without being reminded of him through a sound or smell or something I see or think of. It is just a flash of a memory or a little more and I try to trace it back to where the feeling & memory came from, what triggered it. I miss him terribly and I have so much else going on in my life that scares me that I am struggling to feel my emotions and to go out the door and accomplish things. Sometimes I wonder how I will make it through each day. Those are the times that I work at not thinking or feeling and focus on one thing or day at a time. I am forced to keep going because my daughter is living with me and my son wants to. I don't want to. I want to quit. I want to hide in my place and never go out again. I had to talk to my son about courage the other day and all I could think about was that I wasn't following my own advice very well.
Ok I am done, I can't talk anymore. Love you and I really hope all of you are doing well.

Shelby x

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« Reply #29 on: April 15, 2015, 08:05:53 PM »
Hi Janka!! I am sorry I haven't been back for awhile. I hope this message finds you feeling better and not so alone.   You are not alone in your loss Janka.  (((((Janka)))))
Take care arthur