It´s such a rainy day,my sweetest honey,
the day before yesterday was still sunny,
I was celebrating the name day in our place,
wherever I moved looking for your loving face.
It doesn´t understand who never felt this way,
all of the things still alive we can only say,
every day is getting harder without your touch,
no one can understand that I love you so much.
It doesn´t really matter what the others say,
I have my own way how to for us pray,
everywhere I´m going,you´re always there,
there´s no barrier being with me or anywhere.
They never understand we´re still together,
in sunny warm days and storming cold weather,
as they always use to split on here or there,
although you may be always and everywhere.
I wanted to share with people I took for friends,
but I keep it for myself when understanding ends,
I still have the kind people staying by my side,
they´re here when I´m sad,tumble-down and tired.
This is my pray I´m talking to you,my dear,
being without you hurts,it feels like the spear,
everyone is yet alone living on his own,
I find it very hard when I´m feeling down.
This is the truth what I sometimes find,
when someone is to the compassion blind,
I don´t make any illusions about them,you´re my only sun,
you´re everything I´m living for,my dearest Jan!
Janka