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Gail08

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Don't know how to go on
« on: March 06, 2014, 11:26:22 PM »
I am so numb.  Everything is a blur.  I can't breath.  I have no idea how to deal with this.  My heart has never hurt like this before.  I know I am suppose to be putting one foot in front of the other even if it is just baby steps but I can't move.  I am just frozen with pain and numbness.  I just can't believe that my mother is gone.  There is such a huge hole in my heart.  I don't even want to get out of bed in the mornings.  It takes every ounce of strength that I have to force myself to get out of bed every morning.  I just don't know how to go on.  It just hurts SOOOOOOOOOOOO much.
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Re: Don't know how to go on
« Reply #1 on: March 09, 2014, 02:42:06 PM »
Gail08,

I'm so sorry you are hurting so much.  It does hurt very much in the beginning.  I wish I could make it better for you.  It will get better.

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