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I sit here and wait
« on: January 06, 2007, 04:45:53 PM »
I sit here and wait

I read all of you posts and I see and hear your kids dieing everyday

those whom have died in accidents I understand

I was called at 7:30 pm that an acident happen, do not remeber going there but oh so remeber coming back, My son Jeffrey was all brokern nothing that I could have done would have changed things,,,,
my beautiful son broken beyond repair

I remeber that night forever and that night has relived it selelf every night I go to sleep

why I do not sleep any more why life has taken away my life my joy

I want him to come home, I wwant to make him feel no pain, I want my son home so badly

I love him and miss him so much it has consumed me


Please I just want to know he is okay

that he is not cold, hungry,a mom thing

Jeffrey I miss you so much
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Always waiting for you to come home

Kyme
Jeffrey's Mom
Kyme - a mom on a journey with no map



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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #1 on: January 06, 2007, 05:15:12 PM »
Dear Kyme,
Saying Jeffrey's name out loud.  I know how much you are hurting.  My heart hurts for you too.

JEFFREY, JEFFREY, JEFFREY, JEFFREY, JEFFREY, JEFFRY, JEFFREY, JEFFREY

Love and Hugs,
Sharon - Dawn's Mom Forever

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #2 on: January 06, 2007, 05:26:48 PM »
Dear Kyme,


I know how much you are hurting, I am hurting with you, for the loss of your beautiful son, Jeffrey.

Wishing you comfort and peace,

Sy


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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #3 on: January 06, 2007, 05:50:12 PM »
((((Kyme))))Standing beside you and thinking of Jeffrey and wishing it were different.  Wishing your handsome Jeffrey were here and that you never had to feel this pain.

Love,
Dena, Josh's Mom

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #4 on: January 07, 2007, 06:17:58 AM »
Kyme - I believe as Judy said that these kids became whole and perfect and they are happy and free of all these earthly cares...

I'm so sorry my friend... this is so so hard. I remember the day of Chris' funeral, we were over at a friend's house that night. It was a cold November day and it was blustery and quite chilly. We were standing on our friend's porch, just me and my hubby and he turned to me and said that he was worried that Chris would be cold. Those are natural feelings of course. I am sure Brian and Amy had those feelings too...

Know that you are not alone and that we are here...

luv and hugs, Karen


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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #5 on: January 07, 2007, 06:48:02 AM »
Believe me I undestand and feel your pain. I think we all have had those thoughts. But I like Judy believe our kids are not hurting, or cold but well and healed.

We all struggle with these questions it is so very hard.

I am thinking of you and your Jeffrey,
Dottie Tammie's Mom

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #6 on: January 07, 2007, 08:40:36 AM »
Kyme I understand your thoughts and your pain. I worried about these things for sometime with the boys and couldn't believe they were in no pain, and in peace. I believe it was the mother in me, still trying to do the things I did to care for my children and I couldn't this time and it took me along time to accept I couldn't and that our children are free from all pain, cold, and at peace. All so hard what happens to us when our child dies. All so wrong they died.

Thinking of you and Jeffrey
Love
Deb

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #7 on: January 07, 2007, 09:27:40 AM »
Kyme I know just what your feeling At night I hear a noise and think it is Patrick coming home and openimg the door yelling "HONEY I AM HOME" HE use to always say that. I wish his spirit would appear to me and tell me his ok .I feel likeyou just sit and wait. Your jeffery is so handsome He died young like Patrick .Patrick was only 35. LOVE AND HUGS MARIE
                 

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #8 on: January 07, 2007, 11:58:13 AM »
I understand.
Love
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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #9 on: January 08, 2007, 07:54:22 AM »
Kyme,

Hold on tight.  I know that Jeffrey and all the children are in a perfect world now.  No pain, just love surrounding them.

Hugs,
Jeanne

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #10 on: January 08, 2007, 09:36:05 AM »
Sending you a (((hug))) and wishing I could do or say something to make you feel better.  But the only thing I can say is that I too believe that our children are whole, and healthy and comfortable where theyare... and waiting for us when our journey here is over.

We all understand your pain, your longing and your fears. Wishing you comfort and the serenity of "knowing" that Jeffrey is ok...

Love and hugs,
Johanna, Micheal's mom


Who, then, can so softly bind up the wound of another as he,
who has felt the same wound himself?
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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #11 on: January 08, 2007, 05:17:19 PM »
I know exactly how you are feeling.  I lost my beautiful daughter 2 years ago on December 28th 2004.  I am still waiting for her to come home.  I can't face the reality that she isn't going to walk through the door ever again.  I hate the pain and it is with me 24/7. 
Holly, Ashley's Mom

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #12 on: January 09, 2007, 05:39:49 PM »
Dear Kyme,
I want Adam home so badly. I don't want to be mad at him for his drug use but a small part of me is because he knew how much we all loved him and how much his using was hurting us and how much we all feared that one day he would die as a result of it and he did.
I want more chances to make it right for him, to be the mother that he needed so that he never would have turned to drugs. I screwed up so badly somehow that he had to be so unhappy to turn to drugs to self medicate himself. I hate myself.
Paula

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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #13 on: January 10, 2007, 05:48:37 AM »
We all have our own beliefs and I too want my son back.  But I know, if I knew that my sons life would be full of pain and heartache and he wanted to go be in heaven where I believe there is total peace and healing.  I would let him go.  I wouldn't miss him any less, but I would let him go.

LOVE AND GRACE ON THE JOURNEY,
PAULA


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Re: I sit here and wait
« Reply #14 on: January 10, 2007, 05:52:39 AM »
(((Kyme))),
We all share your pain and anguish.
I too wish that I had some magic words or actions to make all our pain go away.
Sending you ((((HUGS)))) of comfort today.

Take Care, and we are here for you.
Wishing You All Continuous Comfort & Peace,
John-Danielle Marie’s Daddy
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