Nevertheless I have trouble seeing what the point of it all is. I feel like she was 60% of the thing called us. I don't see much value in the remaining 40%.
I feel like this many days. The brighter side is those days come to pass, not to stay.
Sometimes the value could just be little, like being the cause of another's laugh or smile, looking forward to something with a friend, or even something greater like saving a life so that they go on helping others.
It's so hard, especially in the early days, to see any value in anything, but it does happen little by little, and in my opinion with it the hope and feeling that the loved one that's passed is watching over us, and is proud that we go on and honor their memories.
And say whatever you want, whenever you want here...there is such great support here...we get it, and no one is going to judge you for it.
I hope this helps,
(((((((((BGRx333))))))))))
Kevin