Mark, You are in my prayers too.
Terry, Thanks for the kind words.
Stamping Widow, You are right we are similar in our time frame, Ben passed Dec. 8, 2011 and you are right about something else, everyone thinks I am fine and a lot of the time I am not. I know in my heart that I am going to change that this year. Someone recently said to me that I was the strongest person they knew and I almost took off their head and told them no I am not...this is just a facade. I realized how much of a rut I have been in when everyone was here at the house and so much of the same stuff that was in the house and in the way, was still here!! You put it well when you said you are frozen in time, accomplishing very little...That is so the 2012 me...
But I feel none of this matters and for 2013, it is in the past. Good things going forward. For all of us!!!
Jean