Ankit,
I am so sorry for the loss of your wife. This is one difficult journey in our lives, and one I wish none of us had to take. Your love for a spouse, I am finding anyway is so painful and heart wrenching, it shouldn't be this way. You marry and think you will grow old together and have companionship into your golden years.
Most times your family and friends mean well, but it never really comes across that way. Shortly after my husband passed even his family were telling me how I should feel, act and move on.
Welcom to the WebHealing family, you will find great support, love and alot of caring people that know and understand the roller coaster ride of emotions you are on. Plese post anything you want....anger, frustrations and joy too of course whenever you feel the need.
Sending you hugs and loving support always!
Rose