Hello everyone:
I am new to this forum but, I have in another, I did'nt go on this one because for some reason. I thought it would mostly newborns or small children. Looking through all the lovely pictures I realized most people feel as I do. My daughter Becca was my baby even at 31. She will always be my little girl. A parent should never have to outlive their child, it just is the worst pain by far that I have ever felt, I walk in a fog, a gray cloud I try to talk myself into believing any day now she will walk into my house and say "Hi Mama", It's been two months now the pain is just as bad, if now worse. At the funeral I was in shock, disbelieve, Now I am alone in my pain and I know in my heart she's not coming home. There is not a second of everyday that I do not think of her. All of my should have's, could have's all my guilt and tears are not going to bring her back to me. Maybe together we can all get through this. I hope you do not mind if I join your birthdays and angel days. This is my Becca.
Rita
Birthday June 19, 1977
Angel Day July 22, 2008