I can certainly understand feeling detached emotionally towards those at the memorial service as you shared many times that they have not shown you any compassion since your precious Maureen died. I don't get family sometimes...probably never will. But, as you also shared, they are not immediate family, as in 'yours.'
I'm also sorry that there were no pictures of Maureen with her cousin as I know they were close.
Thanks for sharing, Arthur.
You have my love,
Terry
PS...the edit and my name at the bottom of your post was deleting the empty blue space that seems to run forever at times. I've done it, too quite a few times. Just cleaned it up for you!