Hi Terry,
Thank you so much for that Terry. Your kindness, and indeed, everyone's here, means so much to me. I just received an an e-mail from Daniel so that also helps. And Barry phoned and apologized. So.........I still plan to be mainly by myself tonight after work. Perhaps go for a walk down by the water, the same stroll Lesley took many times and a place she loved very much. I'll even walk past one of the old houses she lived in for awhile. Then, after that I think I'll blip out with a movie. I feel terribly drained - like I have no life-blood left of my own. Running on more than empty. Once again, thank you for caring so much. Again I feel selfish that I have been useless for everyone else this past while. Just me, me, me.
Love,
Helene.