Thanks, and especially to Terry for reminding me of the bracelet. I needed that reminder.
Today was not bad, even good at times, but went south tonight. The new bike was delivered this afternoon so I took her for a run as soon as I finished with work. That was the good part. Because Kit and I enjoyed riding together I took the fact that they delivered the new bike today as a sign.
Then I started listening to music ... which got me thinking about how she should be here, celebrating our anniversary together... which brought on the dark thoughts ... which led to the pouring of scotch ... music selections taking on a much sadder tone.