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God I miss her so much
« on: June 29, 2012, 09:56:19 PM »
I saw my financial guy this week...it was just supposed to be a routine check on Maureen's estate, a chore since it took alot of arrangements for me to get to appointment. I started having trouble in the middle of the meeting...just seeing my financial guy started brininging back memories of the times right after her death, and worse , the realization that this money was the result of endless sacrifice by her parents and grandparents for her lifelong disability. I watched them all die..first her father while we were dating, then her mother, and then her. The appointment brought back alot of grief and I struggled at work to control the tears.I wish to God that she was still here. I am so sick of coming home to an empty house devoid of light and happiness.

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #1 on: June 29, 2012, 11:26:42 PM »
I am sorry for your pain, Arthur. Nothing I can say will make it any better. Just know that others are feeling for you, hoping for you, praying for you.
May she gaze upon you, Lord, face to face, and taste the blessedness of perfect rest. May angels surround her, and saints welcome her in peace. Let us also pray for all who mourn, that they may cast their care on God, and know the consolation of his love.

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #2 on: June 30, 2012, 01:06:14 AM »
(((((((((((((((((((Arthur))))))))))))))))))
Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #3 on: June 30, 2012, 04:42:00 AM »
Arthur, I am dating someone and I STILL cry and miss Denise every moment of every day. I still feel "alone."   She truly was my other half.

I am sorry for your pain.  You are not alone.  (((Arthur)))

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #4 on: June 30, 2012, 09:52:44 AM »
I wish to God that she was still here. I am so sick of coming home to an empty house devoid of light and happiness.

(((Arthur)))

Amen, brother.

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #5 on: June 30, 2012, 10:01:26 AM »
Hi Arthur:  There are many others experiencing the same emotional pain as you, but that will not ease your pain.  I dont believe time will help either, not when the most important person in your life is now gone.  Nothing can prepare us for the loss of the love of our life, and nothing or noone can replace that person.  Part of us died also.....for me, not only my companion died but also my desire to live..  Wish someone could help but I dont think anyone or anything could help.  I am at the cemetery almost everyday now so I can talk to her, like I always did when she was alive.
Bye Art..     Andy

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #6 on: June 30, 2012, 12:24:51 PM »
(((((((((((((((((( ARTHUR )))))))))))))))))))))


I know this pain all to well. :tearyeyed:


Sending you hugs, peace and love.

Always,

Lisa
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I miss you every second of everyday My Love

I know I will see you again

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #7 on: June 30, 2012, 03:04:27 PM »

((((((((Arthur))))))))

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #8 on: June 30, 2012, 04:32:53 PM »
Thinking of you and hoping that your tomorrows bring some calm and peace.......I know too well as others do to the pain never really goes away but some days it is less than others.

Rose

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #9 on: June 30, 2012, 07:57:09 PM »
Me too Arthur...me too. No real joy in anything, but I get up every day and go through the motions.

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« Reply #10 on: June 30, 2012, 09:11:03 PM »
(((((((((((((((Arthur)))))))))))))))))

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #11 on: July 02, 2012, 11:26:38 AM »
(((((((((((Arthur))))))))))))))
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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #12 on: July 03, 2012, 11:34:46 PM »
Everyone-thanks so much for the responses. I am always taken aback by the kindness and gentle underststanding I find from you guys on this site when I just can't hold the grief in anymore. You guys are a Godsend. ((((Everyone)))) arthur

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Re: God I miss her so much
« Reply #13 on: July 05, 2012, 09:45:27 AM »
We are all here for you my friend,

Hope you are doing better today.
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