Terry:
BIG PROBLEM HERE: i DON'T REMEMBER!!!! I don't remember huge swaths of my childhood! Neither did Lesley. She died from that. I know that if a FACT regarding Lesley.
I now feel myself struggling for my life. How odd this is when things continue, in so many ways, to 'appear' so 'normal' on the surface - even when I am in major CRISIS!! Nothing like keeping that stiff upper lip and putting a lid on it all just for propriety's sake.
You know, you are not the first to suggest that I may NEVER fiind out what REALLY happened to Lesley and I. You are however, only the SECOND person to come along and suggest this to me. My new therapist, Renee, who's great! - suggested this last week. You, Terry, and Renee, are brilliant and wonderful people. In fact, all of you here at Webhealing are brilliant and wonderful and I sure as hell don't say that lightly coming from my pathetic background.
Night, night, Y'all!
Love from Helene.