Hi All..Thanks Terry, Pam, Lisa and Bob. The actual date wasn't so bad as the days immediately preceding it, and, it seems, the days immediately after it, and even those days weren't as bad as things were before. The scary thing is that it seems like all the other days since this whole nightmare began..just another day without Maureen. My family and friends have been so supportive, and although maybe not as many had responded to Maureen's 1 year death anniversary as I had hoped, I accept that those who didn't respond on this day, including her family, had their own reasons and their own special grief to deal with. I am still fortunate that my own family came through for me on this date as they have always done for me. I am very thankful for all the support I have received here on this site. Thanks so much everyone, your timely and calm words were a healing balm to my pain, anguish, and loneliness. God bless you all, and a special thanks to Terry, Pam, Lisa and Bob. ((((Terry)))) ((((Pam)))),((((Lisa)))), ((((Bob)))).