My mother hurt me in many ways over the years but as I go thru this grief process it is becoming apparent that I certainly did not grasp what she went through when my father died. I am as guilty of hurting her as she was of hurting me.
The older I get, the more I find that true, stampingwidow. My mom told me after my dad died that she found the Henry David Thoreau quote,"Most men lead lives of quiet desperation," very helpful in her grieving. It helped her have compassion rather than contempt for people who did and said insensitive things while she was grieving.
They just don't understand. Just like we don't understand the things they've gone through. We all go through stuff. Nobody understands anybody else's stuff.
I've come to believe that most people just do the best they can with what they know. There are evil people who hurt other people intentionally, but most people don't. They just don't get it. Meanwhile, they're leading their own lives of quiet desperation, and we don't get that.
I think what you said is very, very true. We all probably hurt other people without realizing it. They hurt us without realizing it. I think the world would be a better place if we learned to understand what you said up there. It happens to everybody, and usually it's not intentional. What I do is pray that whoever does it never understands because that means they've lost somebody, too.
I'm glad you're feeling better back in Africa, Sonya. One day at a time.
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Doug