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Welcome to webhealing and I'm so sorry for the great loss of your husband. Thank You for sharing your story with us. The 'praying' teddy bear and talking to your husband sounds sweet.
At this time, so very early in your grief please try to take care of yourself the best you can, though I know it's not always easy. Sleep or rest when you can; drink plenty of fluids, water preferrably as water puts oxygen immediately into our blood streams giving us energy and of course, keeps us hydrated and we don't become so tired and so easily; healthy snacks when you're hungry.
I'm glad you found us as there are others that will share their stories with you and just knowing you're not alone can help not to feel so isolated.
I look forward to hearing more about your husband and how 'you' are doing when you're ready.
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Love,
Terry