I haven't been here for any of you. I think of you every day, even the mommas and daddys I don't know but you can't know that because I never say anything to you. Please forgive me.
In a house with six cats and 2 dogs, living as we do "45 minutes from everything", Brian working insanely long hours, I get so depressed and I am hating leaving the house. When I try, I get a few miles down the road and I just have to go back. It scares me what is coming next. Being home isn't even good, I have no people, I think about my son all the time and cry, I get mad which helps nothing.
On Sunday I want to chat here but I can't find it.
I want to be here for you, I'm not a selfish person (I promise)
I truly love you all,