It has been awhile since I've been on the board, I am back now as I need the support of all the fine members.
I lost my only Son on June 13, 2004. I will never get over that as we were so very close. He took his own life with a hand gun I gave him at his request. He was 30. I found him and he had shot himself in the head.
Now on December 2, I lost my strength, my partner of 45 years. My sweet wife Bonnie died of severe COPD. We brought her home rather than have her die in a cold hospital. My daughters and I were with here 24 hours a day and then watched her slowly die.
I am so lonely now. A 5 bedroom house with nothing but wonderful memories that hurt so very much.
Sorry for being so dismal, but I can't help it.
Don