Hello old friends. Sorry, it's been a while. This past year has been quite a whirlwind. My third child is 6 weeks old. Evie Shoshana (Jori's Hebrew name) joins her brothers Jared (18 months) and Sidney (3 1/2). We're also in the process of selling our home and buying another (cost savings).
Around this time last year (acutally right at Thanksgiving - the two year anniversary of Jori's death), I really 'went off the deep end'. I ended up in very intensive in-patient therapy and - over the past 9 months - I've been feeling better than I ever have in life.
Now (literally today), I see the gray sky and the snow beginning to fall (Chicago) . . . I see it's 'that time of the year' again. November 29 will be three years. Thanksgiving, the holidays, Jori's birthday (12/20), her two sons' birthdays, my birthday . . . I'm getting nervous. I'm getting sad.
Sometimes it's like Jori was never here. It seems so long ago that we were able to speak. Sometimes, I think it's her calling on the phone. Anyway, just glad I have a place to voice my feelings. Thanks for listening - or at least reading . . .
Scott