Today I woke up feeling as though I had an attitude, not wanting to deal with people and just kind of grouchy. I had been trying all day to figure out why, but not able to shake the feeling. Is there something biological or just subconscious about grief, even 2 years later? Earlier this week I was telling myself I am going to be fine on Thanksgiving, I really believed it too, but today has just been really hard and it is like I cannot really pinpoint my irritation to just one thing. When my Dad passed away, it was the Sunday after Thanksgiving, and he started his spiral on Thanksgiving day.