Dear Jennalynn ~
I am so very sorry for the loss of your Mother and Father. I, personally do not know what it's like to lose a parent, but I did lose my brother about 2.5 years ago. He has a son, my nephew, who is now 10, but at the age of 6, his mother passed away, about 1.5 years prior to my brother. I see him struggle a lot, and I am so sorry that you have to deal with the same.
Welcome to Webhealing. You will find a comforting, kind word here when you need it. There is always someone here to listen, and we are all on this journey together. We are here for you.
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Sending love and light.