I just opened this for the first time......I really miss you mama......I wasn't in the right frame of mind to talk to you on the 28th, but right now i am.....
There isn't a day that goes by that i don't want to talk to you, hug you or just look in on you when i come home from work each day. There was still so much to do...so much to laugh/cry about. I just never thought i wouldn't have my best gal to share life with....just never thought you would go....at least not in such an unfair and fast way.....i know you weren't ready yet, even though you were in a wonderful spiritual place with God, you just had more living to do. I think that this was the first time you didn't have a chance to fight ..... and conquer a health issue. Mikey and i talk about you all the time.....this has been the hardest year of our lives...do you know that you were not only his grandmother (second mother)....you were his very best friend.....
and, your shoes are not an easy thing to fill.
Michael and i have always had a good relationship, but i just didn't realize the depth of what you two shared. All the hours that i was at work you were there helping our boy become the wonderful man that he is today. I hear "you" in so much of what he believes in and when he talks about his future I will forever be grateful that you were the influence in his daily life.
I love and miss you, baby.