Yesterday, June 12, was our anniversary date and my first one without him. We would have been married 29 years. I made it through yesterday fairly well. Between church and my daughters taking me out to lunch and my grandsons I was pretty well occupied most of the day so not much time to dwell on missing Jay.
Today however has been a different story. I've cried, prayed, ranted, slammed things, etc, etc. And now I am so tired that I wish I could just lie down, close my eyes, and go be with my love. Don't get me wrong, I have no suicidal thoughts, but I would be more than happy if the Lord decided to call me home right now.
4 days and he will have been gone 4 months. Praying for some peace for all of us. Tina ;(