Just recently found this site. I feel like a black cloud is hovering over me. It started in November of 09 when my mother passed. She was found in her apt. by the Meals on Wheels lady that was delivering her lunch. I was devastated. Then in June of 2010, My boss, who was also a very good friend died of lung cancer. Then on 2/13/2011 my wife, who was also the love of my life, and my best friend unexpectly died at the age of 43. It was a typical Sunday. We got up, she started laundry, as I cooked breakfast. Later, she said she was going into the bedroom to watch a movie and nap. At 3:02 that afternoon I went to wake her and found her. I was by far the worst day of my life. I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy. Talk about a kick in the
crotch! I am so sad and lonely. I have been a basket case since. I hate being in this house all alone. I am 48 and this is the first time in my life that I have been alone. The silence in this place is defeaning, and it is driving me mad. Thanks for letting me share,
R.I.P. Megan. I will love you forever