After posting that, I was reading some other posts. One comment really caught my attention. Terry, you said, "Our family and friends alike, miss us and want us back the way we used to be." How do we let them know that we'll never be "the way we used to be"? I feel like a totally different person from who I was nine months ago. I can't exactly describe how different I am, but I know, no matter how hard I try, I'm not and never will be the same.