Read your message and I send my prayers and hugs. Tomorrow is the 5th of the month. My brother David was killed on Friday, March 5, now 8 months ago, and not yet even a "first" . A piece of my heart was ripped out and stomped on in a horrible, violent way, and I'm still working through "fresh" feelings of loss, sadness. In age, I have out-lived my maternal grandmother, my own mother, and now my brother.
I've only just started telling this site abt David and my loss. It helps to be here, so anytime you want to, just keep visiting. I have found this site truly caring and amazing. I love it and the people here--they understand like nobody else does. deebee