Dear Beth!
You´re on the right place to give vent to your feelings.I pray for your father and I believe he´s in heaven,too.I´d love to be your support as well as you.You can write me whenever you need to talk to.If you find a time,please,just read my post,videos and 25 own poems I´ve been writing from the bottom of my heart for my beloved Jan forever.There´s all of my love,my joy,my grief,my pain,my desires,my dreams,my all and for me it´s the best way how to express myself and my love for my beloved Jan.I´m thankful for your understanding and kind words,hoping to hear from you soon again.
Hugs from Janka