PAW,
Thanks for sharing a little about your precious Mom. I understand how painful it can be and also that it can seem like it just happened yesterday, as you shared.
That dreaded phone call that we've all received is embedded in our minds forever. It's one thing I would like to have erased, if I could. It replays over and over, and for a long time. Please know you are not alone. We all understand the anxiety that seems to linger from the call that changes our lives.
Are you close with your siblings? As, this year there will be a lot of "First's" as in the first Thanksgiving and Christmas without your Mom. I sure hope you have the support you will need for these times.
Come here and share about your Mom anytime, as you are able. And, please keep us updated on how "you" are feeling.
Know we care, very much.
((((((((((PAW))))))))))
My love,
Terry