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Terry

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Thinking of fireballkid
« on: August 29, 2010, 05:58:21 PM »
Hi fireballkid,

So nice to see your post. These dates and even the anticipation of them can be so very difficult. I'm sorry for your pain as I know you miss your precious sister so much.

Thanks, too for letting us know. Remembering the love today, and always.

Love,
Terry

(In remembrance of your sister, I posted this as a new topic so it wouldn't be overlooked)

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« Reply #1 on: August 30, 2010, 06:48:48 AM »
Thanks Terry, means a lot.

Last week was extremely hard, I finally mustered the strength to complete the gravestone (long overdue). But it hurts more than ever, because now it confirms that she is really gone. I'm going to hang in there.

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« Reply #2 on: August 30, 2010, 08:53:40 AM »
Hello Fireballkid ~

Good to see you back.....

I can relate to completing the gravestone, it was some time before my family had Tony's ashes commited to the Church, and yes, it is so "final." 

I hope that you are well...
Tony Repola 07/20/66 – 03/29/09
I know you are fishing in the oceans and streams of heaven

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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #3 on: September 04, 2010, 10:53:48 PM »
Yes, the painful reality that they are really gone. And can strike over and over and over again.

Thanks again for the update on your precious sister. I think of you often.

My love,
Terry


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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #4 on: September 05, 2010, 07:27:59 PM »
I spent an hour with my little sister and parents today at the cemetery. This still doesn't feel real to me.

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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #5 on: September 30, 2010, 07:52:14 PM »
You are in my thoughts today, friend. 

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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #6 on: October 05, 2010, 12:46:54 PM »
thanks Mrkoolkat5249 and thanks to everyone here, appreciate it.

i feel like im living a terrible nightmare....

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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #7 on: October 05, 2010, 01:07:28 PM »
(((Fireballkid)))
Tony Repola 07/20/66 – 03/29/09
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Re: Thinking of fireballkid
« Reply #8 on: October 07, 2010, 12:38:04 PM »
i have these random episodes of being "in the moment" and just being out of it. There will be times where I will just stare at a wall or outside for minutes on end. I feel so bored of life.