Hi Juls,
I am so sorry for your loss, my husband had a stomach ache also 60, thought he caught something from the kids, 3 weeks later, he was in memorial sloane kettering diagnosed with pancreatic cancer that spread to his liver and his gut, and 3 weeks from entering the hospital he was gone, so I know about shock, it is a terrible sickness, and they really can't do much for it. I also thought I was going crazy lots of times, and still do sometimes, My husband passed April 6, it still feels like he will be coming home any minute. Before that 6 weeks he was perfect, healthy, walked 3 miles every day, ate all the "right things" so who knows, I don't think the professionals even know. All I know is that he is gone and I have a broken heart, we were married 44 years, he was my life, my everything, it is very hard to be here without him
but everyone says one minute at a time, so that is what we have to do
Come here when you want to vent, this is a good place it has helped me
take good care of yourself,
Karen