Hi Jannie, Lovedhim and poppy,
Well today was a stay home all day kind of day. I only went out to visit my friend during her lunch break at work for an hour and went back home. I don't even know what I did all day, I was on the computer alot,
My son sold my husband's truck yesterday, and they are coming for it tomorrow, that stupid truck is going to give me a hard time, I just won't be able to be part of watching it leave, Johnny loved that truck. It is going to bother me alot, I know it already. I see it everytime I take the dogs out, it is in the driveway, as if he is home, now it will be gone. another change.
My son is moving in 2 weeks, now instead of 1/2 hr away he will be 1 hr away, not so good for me. So my both sons will be about 10 minutes from each other, that is good, and the hints are coming, come on ma, it would be good to be close to us and the kids. I know it would, but I don't think I should make any big decisions yet, I live in this apartment for 38 years, and I have all kinds of stores, including little food stores, right down the block from me, where they live you have to drive to the store, that alone is a giant adjustment. More brain pressure, I just can't think about this now, although eventually I know that I will have to make a decision, as my neighborhood is not the greatest anymore.
Oh Well
I am still trying to find a thereapist, impossible, they all don't speak good english, hard to find one here. I guess I have to keep looking, I need to vent to someone, that will answer me.
Good Night all
Hugs
Karen