and I know it. After having a really nice two days with my daughter and her husband, I so want Jason back, to be a part of our family. We went to buy flowers, set up the front of the house and I want him here. My heart aches. Yet, I know going to buy flowers, etc. was not his thing so he would not have gone anyway. It's just so lonely knowing he is gone. No amount of begging will get him back. Laffing, talking, making like life use to be does not change the condition. I have so much with my daughter and yet, I want more. I am selfish.
Rebecca Jason's Mom