HI Susan
Sorry that you had a bad day today, I lost my John April 6, so I know where you are, starting to realize that it is real, the numbness is starting to wear off for me. I get a lot of anxiety attacks, where I feel that I can't take a deep breathe, This is so hard I don't know how we will get through it. I am going to grief counseling, but i am not sure that it will do anything, it can't bring him back, When I was walking home from work today, Johnny sometimes waited outside for me, and I could imagine him standing there, it was so sad, I got very depressed. Well I hope you have a better day tomorrow, and that we all find some peace.
Take care of yourself
Karen