It has now been over a year since Ian left us. a grandson that only lived for 3 days, but made such a stunning impact on my life. although shattered by the loss of him, so much good has happened because of him. I have become a more tolerant person now. Things that used to anger me, not so much. I try to be more patient with everything and everyone. I try to help others more often and to be less judgemental. I want my grandson to be proud of me, but even more I want to be proud of me. I think of him every day....so often. I still shed tears, and I also smile. Precious, sweet, wonderful baby boy. He would be walking now..and saying simple words. I imagine what he would look like...how he would be. But I will know someday..just not now. also he has a heck of a job looking over Adrianna. What a wonderful thing. I miss you Little Nipper. The pain will never go away, but the goodness you left behind only grows.
Topic: I Miss Him So. (Read 2848 times)
