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Rebecca

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Feb 10th
« on: February 09, 2010, 07:55:18 PM »
Is the date the coroner said Jason died, 5 years ago.  How can I sleep tonight knowing that sometime tomorrow my son died.  I knew all along about the 10th but we chose to focus on the 13th when we found him.  Either way, 5 years.  Too much for me to handle.  My husband is in Chic with our daughter's dog and he won't even be here tomorrow although I am going in on Friday so we can be together on the 13th,  Sat.  I think we will go to one of Jason's favorite restaurants and try to sit in the booth that we sat when he took us there.  I don't think I reacted so strongly years before this anniversary.  I just feel so alone... scared to be alone... with my thoughts... I do have his dog, Jesse and I will make sure to keep her close tonight. 
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Re: Feb 10th
« Reply #1 on: February 10, 2010, 09:44:10 AM »
Nine years today for Tim, too.
9 years ago he was alive at 1130 PM on the 10th, and dead by dawn on the 11th
Amazing how much  life  has gone by since then
We are in a blizzard today, may bury the grave but not the memories
Take care.
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Re: Feb 10th
« Reply #2 on: February 10, 2010, 10:52:47 AM »
(((Paula))))

I am also thinking of you & Tim on his 9th Angel Day.  These Angel Days are always hard on us. I hope you feel Tim all around you.

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Re: Feb 10th
« Reply #3 on: February 10, 2010, 05:39:15 PM »
Dear Paula and Rebecca,

You are both in my thoughts and prayers tonight and the days ahead.

Love,
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Re: Feb 10th
« Reply #4 on: February 10, 2010, 08:22:08 PM »
Rebecca and Paula, I am thinking of you along with your boys, Jason and Tim.

Years go by and it seems impossible that it will be 14 for me this year. It is painful when angle dates arrive, so many years without our child and the longing to have them here.

Rebecca if I am feeling up to it I am going to Chicago Sat. to be with my daughters for my birthday, I hope to meet you someday in Chicago. I will be thinking of you.

I hope you find a good memory that brings a smile through your sadness.

Love
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Re: Feb 10th
« Reply #5 on: February 10, 2010, 08:50:13 PM »
(((( Paula))))) Thinking of you and Tim right now in my thoughts and heart. Such hard times since our kids are gone from this earth.
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Brenda