Dear Cookie,
I understand fully, on New years day, I woke up with a pit in my stomach and couldnt figure out why, maybe alittle depressed, so I went on with the day, justa little sluggish. Then I figured out wow it was 2010, 2 years my husband was gone, I was doing it on my own yes, but I was all alone, and it hit me, like a bomb, it all fell, all day I was so depressed, wow a new year and I'm all alone, but then I looked around and listened (to my kids fighting) and reakized I do have them, I do have something,. but what a feeling, I still have it, that depressed feeling. so I know how you feel , I wish I could help, you do move on everday,we have to, your dad would want you to. my husband and mom would want me to. we can do this together.
georgia.