I still read every day, but have had little to offer as of late. I am doing the best I can to live life each day , loving my family and friends and grasping onto whatever I can to stay grounded and not completely lose my mind. I think of each of you and your precious kiddos every day and wish I had more to give you and the new parents who have entered this club that no one wants to join. I find I have nothing to offer for the time being, it takes every bit of strength I have to function. I wish it was all so different and please know I am sending each of you strength and wishes for peace and softer days in the coming New Year.